I belong to a lower middle class Indian family living in Delhi. I learned from my relatives that before marriage my dad was a tenet of my mom's parents. He was a mature man at that time but somehow he seduced the young daughter of the house Varsha that is my mother. At the time of marriage my mom was hardly 18 while my dad was 28. I was born a few months after the marriage. My dad was not a good man and he started demanding dowry and money from my mom's parents. He started quarrelling with my mother on one pretext or other. I had a very disturbed childhood. As soon as he milked some money he left India to work in the Middle East, I was just 8 years old then. My mom had great difficulty in bringing me up. She learned typing and got a low paying job. She had only one dream in her life and that was to give a good future to me. I remember how cheerful she looked when dad paid us a visit but that was occasional. Mostly he was absent. Then one day he died in a road accident. I mourned his death only outwardly as inside I felt relieved.
My mom was lonely all her life and I was her only happiness. I knew how much hardship my mom was going through to bring me up. After I grew up, I tried to help her in whatever way I could. I used to give her company and started doing small household chores to help her. I was determined to be a good son to her and get a job so that I can relieve her from her hard work. My mom was no stunning beauty. As a matter of fact she was an average looking Indian lady. The hard work had left its mark on her as she always neglected herself over the years. I started asking her to take care of herself. I made her wear make-up, trim her hair and eyebrows and wear some nice cloths. I wanted to give back that smile to her lips. So I started to make her feel happy and she also started to behave as a friend to me.
Luckily it was the year I did my honors and got a job in a PSU, immediately. Mom was so happy that she called everybody in our neighborhood for a celebration. I never saw her so happy. After guests left, she hugged me and kissed me in my forehead and said, "I am proud of you my son. You have fulfilled my dream."
After I got my job, I stopped mom from going to work and insisted that she stays home and take much needed rest. I told her that now was my responsibility to make her happy. I used to come home straight from office and gave her company. I used to discuss everything that happened in office or in my personal life with her. She always enjoyed my personal things and sometimes also teased me with some girls.
Just after joining my job I was asked to go for a month long training to another city. I wanted to take my mom along with me as she had never gone away from home but my financial position stopped me doing so. With a heavy heart I left my mom alone for the first time. During my training I used to call her regularly on phone as I missed her very much. I came to know that she also missed me a lot and I could almost hear her emotions while talking to her. Both of us were eagerly waiting for the end of my training.
I was not aware that this one-month separation would change my relation with my mother forever. When I reached home, after 1 month, my mom met me at the doorsteps of the house. She hugged me and cried, hiding her face in my arms, saying that I should never leave her alone again. That was the first time I felt a different feeling for her. I kissed her on her cheeks and my eyes also got moistened. I promised her that I would never leave her alone again in whole of my life.
One day I was talking to one of my friends about my mom and told him how sad she felt. He advised me to take her out whenever possible and spend some time with her. That day I got back home and asked my mom if she was interested going out for a movie. But she told no she was fine. Suddenly she recalled about a drama which she loved watching. I told her we would go on Sunday. She got very happy and I saw smile on her face.
On Sunday evening we got ready for the drama and reached the auditorium. It was packed and as we were getting in some one pushed Mom accidentally and she caught my hand. I felt like a grown up man and she kept holding my hand till we got seated. I saw some sense of security in my mom's eyes and she was very happy. As we sat she leaned a bit towards me and our shoulders were touching each other. She asked me to get some popcorns and cold drinks. During the drama she also rested her head on my shoulders for a while and I caressed her hairs slightly. I was really touched by her reactions and felt love for her in a different way. After watching the drama we went to a restaurant to have dinner and we sat side by side. She was constantly holding my hand. The waiters must have thought that we were a married couple or lovers. We reached home just before mid night and when I was about to leave for my room mom asked me, "Raj, please be with me tonight." I saw a different look in her eyes. I did not know how to react. I agreed and went to her room after wearing my nightdress.
My company provided the apartment to me in which we were living. Before shifting to this place we had only one bedroom where we slept in different beds. In my new apartment it was my idea that mom sleep in a bedroom of her own as I worked till late midnight sometimes. So there was only a single bed in mom's room that is not big enough for 2 people to sleep comfortably without touching each other. As mom wanted me to be there with her I had no option, but to get up to the same bed with her. When I went under the covers with her, she started caressing my hair saying that she had missed me a lot all these days and kissed me in my forehead. I did not know what to do. I was lying straight, but my manhood was aroused and it was hard to conceal it. My mom was making very slow movement with her fingers as she was touching my hair and face. One of her breast was touching my arms. Some strong sensations were passing though my mind and at one point of time, I could not control myself and turned towards my mom and hugged her tightly saying, "Mom, I love you." She equally responded by hugging me saying' "I love you too Raj". Suddenly I freed myself from her and looked straight into her eyes.