I had my eyes on mom eversince I hit puberty! My feelings triggered when I saw two dogs fucking outside my house. Me and my friends joked about it then but in few hours time, I was jerking off on my bed thinking how good it will be fucking a cunt! As I was doing it, my mom barged into my room. She quickly saw what was going and then went back saying sorry! I was pretty embarassed then but my mom's body caught my attention! Since then my mom was my lover during my wanking!
I felt guilty about it all the time but never stopped thinking about fucking her! Three years ago I came to US to do my MS after my engineering. I thought it would go away but infact my lust for her increased!And then about an year ago I discovered Mr. Double! The mother-son stories in here grew more on me and aggravated my lust for my mother more and more!
About six months ago I went to India to see mom and dad! I have to confess, for the first time, I felt sexually aroused when my mom hugged me at the airport. All the tiredness of journey vanished and I really wanted to molest her and kiss her on her lips then itself! But I controlled myself but my mind was constantly looking for a opportunity to grope her! As we got into the car, dad got in first and moved to the far end of the back seat. Then I got in and sat beside dad. Then mom got in holding my hand. As she got in and turned to sit beside me, I moved my hand around her waist and rested my hand on her midriff. All this part happened naturally but as I touched her naked flesh of her midriff, my pervertness took over. Unknowingly, I caressed her midriff and pinched it a little. I donot know if mom observed it but was busy sitting properly in the car.
Dad, mom and the car driver were busy doing their stuff while I lustfully played with mom's midriff.I kept my hand around her as it got squeezed between mom's naked back and the car seat. The touch of her naked flesh was driving me nuts! Mom and dad kept talking to me.I was answering them but I kept enjoying mom's body! I never enjoyed touching mom till then! I never thought of touching her lustfully before either!
That was the first day I touched mom with lust and since then I wanted more! And I never missed an opportunity when I got one! It was then I realised how much dad is around mom! He is retired now and almost all the time he is with her! He was always there when she changed, when she was taking shower, and even when she is in kitchen bending over to pickup something! Everytime I gawked at mother, I could feel his presence. That way I missed many opportunities and I could not enjoy mom's show! Whenever mom did something sexy dad was always there! How can I ogle at mom when he is around? I was afraid I might get caught! I got frustrated all the time.
But I always used 'natural' ways to feel her assets to get around dad's presence. At one instant, in our corridor, we were going out and somebody was moving a big fridge on wheels. It was occupying almost all of the corridor and coming our way.Mom wanted to get back into house but I told her to just squeeze. As I saw mom hugging the wall, she looked vulnerable! I took the chance and lined myself against her bum and pushed her a little towards the wall. I had instant hardon as her arse pressed against my crotch! Unknowingly, I thursted my crotch a little into her but I quickly took off after the fridge passed and hoped she didnot realise my bulge.
All the touchings infact increased my lust for her than appease it! As I grew restless I realised dad was not leaving her alone at any moment of time! I was obsessed with mom by then but could not get a single opportunity to take advantage of her!I was so obsessed I was even ready to rape her if I had an opportunity. At one instance, dad went out to get some milk in the morning and mom was still sleeping. As dad left, I closed the door and went and checked on mom. She was sleeping like a baby on her side. Unfortunately I could not see any of her naked flesh except her midriff but as I watched her I grew more horny! At that instant I really wanted to go and rape her.
I planned quickly and intensely on how to do it. My objective was mainly to fuck her cunt. So my easy way was to loosen her saree and lift her pettycoat. If I could do that, then I can restrain her and spread her legs. I took off my sarong and got close to the bed. As I was climbing the bed, dad knocked the door. I was irritated and put my feet back on ground while mom got disturbed and turned my way. I got startled and took my sarong and got to the door while wrapping it. Dad did ask me why I took that long and I said I was pissing.
That was the closest I got to fucking mom. Dad never left her even for a moment and my obsession for her grew more. It became somuch, I said no to my marriage.
Mom and dad were really keen to get me married and were very dissappointed. I am thirty now and they were very worried I may not get any girl. I was desperate for a cunt but they cannot marry me with that cunt because it belongs to my own mother! But to please my parents, we went and saw some girls and I turned them all down. Mom was so tired with my turn downs, out of frustration, she asked me what kind of girl I was looking for! I told her I want someone exactly like her in freudian style! Mom was flattered by my words but said everyone is different! I said I will wait! She was not happy but I was adamant too!
So a month later, I am back in US! No wife but with a lot of unfulfilled luggage of lust towards my mother!It grew more over these months as I rang and talked to them! I wanted her somuch that when I felt like fucking her I used to ring her and masterbate while I talked to her.Nothing sexual or kinky but having mom on the otherside asking me how am I doing was enough for me fantasize that she is riding my cock! I was in control most times but when I loose it and moan on the phone, I used to say I was excersizing or something!
But I could not fool mother for long! Two months after my coming back to US, one night when I was masterbating talking to mom on phone, she told me to ring her the next day few hours earlier. I asked her why and she said she wants to talk to me then.
Then the next day, I rang her up! This time I was not masterbating as I thought it might be serious!After sometime mom said she wanted to talk to me in private! I asked her where dad is! She said he went to bazaar! Then I asked her what does she want to talk! She came right to the point! She said "I know you are masterbating when you are talking to me!"
I was shocked!Instinctively I denied it! I asked "No!...Hell no!... what gave you that idea?" Shame and guilt struck me! She said "You cannot escape from your mother! I know you do that! I even know your deeds with me when you came here!"
"What deeds?" I asked.
"I know everything Ramesh! Those peeps when I am changing! Those 'brushings' against my body! I know!"
I was sweating by then! All the things I thought I escaped from were infact being counted by mother!
I felt I was caught and I came clean! I said "Sorry mom!"